Loosing.

last nite had a small-meaningful-chat with my Pacar. we talked about loosing. loosing your family especially.

i said to him that i think, i will never ready to loose my family especially my parents one day. even though i know that it will happens someday. and whether i like it or not, i have to deal with it.

yeah i know that, but do you ever realize how will your world fall apart when people you love the most is passed away? Gosh, even just to think about it makes me wanna cry (and i did cried last nite when this conversation held).

if only i could have one simple wish..

i wish i will never loose my family, God.. family i have now, and family i will build one day.

*tuhkan, nulisnya aja sambil berkaca-kaca lagi matanya*

x.o.x.o