as the older sister in this family, i feel like i had more problems i've to carry on my shoulder. to taking care of my two sisters and my youngest brother.
but as they also grown up, they had their own life. and me, sometimes just feel like, scared! scared that i can't take care of them in the future. especially when my Mom and Dad are not around anymore.
one of my biggest fear :(
that's why, i always feel sad if i can't do the right thing for them. i know, they don't think that way. it's just me. me who's being overreacted.
hope i can manage this feeling though.